Last July I made the conscious decision to transform my money story from struggle to one of prosperity. Little did I realize the impact of that decision, for my whole life has been turned upside down. It has been an incredible journey.
I discovered that my money story is actually my creation story, how I manifest anything in my life. Up until now, I have always experience challenges creating anything that I desire. I believed that I had to struggle to get ahead and create my dreams. I played that out perfectly creating experiences of homelessness and other drama in my life.
Creation of anything in our life is the union of masculine and feminine energy, the birthing process. Unfortunately my experience of masculine energy has been tainted because I was sexually abused by a family member as a child. So tapping into masculine energy to create what I desire was something I avoided on a subconscious level.
Since I am committed to transforming my life, I connected with resources and energy healers to help me transform my experience of the masculine. The biggest gift has been my wonderful Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) coach, Drew Ryder. Drew is a compassionate and caring man who has helped me release my fear of masculine energy and transform it to a new appreciation for enlightened men.
I’ve chosen to forgive my abuser for the trauma that he caused, for I realize that he was only acting out of his wounds and pain. I also chose to forgive myself for allowing the abuse. Now I know people may ask “Why would you judge yourself for the abuse?”
However I felt guilty and ashamed and believed that I caused the abuse. I practiced EFT, wrote myself a forgiveness letter and smudged myself to clear the energy of guilt and shame from my body. I felt better but it seemed like something was missing.
I finally figured out the problem. I basically believed that money was dirty and evil. Up until now, I thought that money was bad. As I tapped on this belief with Drew, I realized that it wasn’t just that I thought money was bad. I believed that I was intrinsically dirty and evil.
Of course, I struggled manifesting anything because I didn’t believe that I was worthy to receive anything that I desired. I was raised in the Christian tradition and was taught that I am sinful. I worked for a religious organization that believed that we need to be saved from our sins to be worthy. Everything around me emphasized that I was bad. So I believed them and manifested bad situations in my life. For like energy attracts like energy.
Yesterday during my session with Drew Ryder, I tapped on this belief that I am bad and I released it. I now know, deep in my soul, that I am worthy. The world will benefit from my desires and my vision. I am a magnificent being created by the Divine.
The Divine cherishes me and longs for me to manifest my vision. My online community, Tap Into Your Bliss, longs to be created to give women hope to promote their business in their magnificent feminine energy.
I am magnificent! I am blessed! I am worthy! I am ready to step up to the plate and manifest the vision that the Creator has given me.
As you watch Shakira’s video “La, La, La” reflect on how what would happen if you dared to believe that you are worthy. How could you help heal the world?
I Dare You!
“The Joyful Freedom Diva”
P.S. – Would it be okay to ask you to share this message with friends who struggle with feelings of unworthiness? Let’s manifest a world where people relish their worthiness.